`Til When??

Feeling so irresponsible..

I have given enough time for this. But then I chose to flatter myself than to do the tasks. And now I see myself crave.. huhuhuh.. when would this be all gone? I cannot do this. I cannot blame and curse myself.. Waaahh!! Ayoko na!!

But then.. Hopes are still up.. brought by heaven-made man.. ♥

Dumbfull Speaking

There were no classes last Friday, so I asked my friend to be with me at SM-Dasmariñas for some purposes. When we're on the jeepney, on the way to the mall, a girl, particularly a student from the Health and Sciences Campus(rumored to be already an Institute) of the Green Archer's School get in the same vehicle we were in with his (nevertheless) boyfriend..

As far as I remember, they fare a hundred-peso bill. Of course, as a student of such prestigious(????!) school, you were expected to act accordingly to know that you're educated person, having the fact that you're wearing the school's name as your uniform says.

Unfortunately, the vehicle was a bit crowded and people were paying their fares almost at the same time; that would possibly and probably confuse a driver. So as I said, they paid a hundred-peso bill. Possibly in confusion, the driver gave them their change. Then the companion of the girl said, "Kanino po ito?". Realizing the fault, the driver immediately raise an apology. "Ay! Pasensya na ho, nagkamali lang. Ito na ho yung kulang sa sukli. Pasensya ho. Sorry ho!". It should have been all fine when the girl irritably raised her voice with the most unpleasant word we should never hear from a student of GAS.. "Utak ah!!?".. She said and everybody turned to silence. What duh??!! I almost dump her out of the window. And she really looks stupid, I swear!! Good they dropped off somewhere, minutes from what happened. She really is a shame.

Feel like home

My Heart, Your Home
Hillsong Kids

Come and make my heart Your home.
Come and be everything I am and all I know.
Search me through and through 'till my heart becomes a home for You.

A home for You, Lord.
A home for You, Lord.
Let everything I do open up,
A door for You to come through,
And that my heart would be a place where You want to be.
Come and make my heart Your home.
Come and be everything I am and all I know.
Search me through and through 'till my heart becomes a home for You.

You are my portion, filling up everything.
You are the fortune that's causing my heart to sing.
That it's amazing, that You could make Yourself at home with me.
Come and make my heart,
Come and make it Your home.
Come and be everything I am and all I know.
Search me through and through 'till my heart becomes a home for You.

Fixed Destiny

Whenever I hear the word destiny, it seems to be very magical to me. So I looked up to our Merriam-Webster dictionary and it says that it has something to do with a person's fate or fortune, or a predetermined course of events. And so it made me wonder why are there people who believe in destiny and there's who don't.

I remember a professor who asked me if I do believe in destiny? And I remembered telling him that I do believe that everything happens for a reason. If that's so we then could say that destiny is something that 'happened' to you. Aw! This really gets me confuse. Ha-ha.

Inagree people say that it is you who does your fate and so there's no such thing as destiny. As well as everything you do corresponds to a particular consequence.

But whatever people say about it, I know something that might give different consequences but will be a hundred percent sure, fixed destiny. It is the eternal life that God given us that we'll receive when we receive God's gift of salvation through Jesus Christ to be our Lord and Savior. And will dwell in God's kingdom forever. At the moment we are given the eternal inheritance, it'll "never fade away, and is reserved in heaven" for us. Our salvation is secure because God does the holding.

"Our destiny is not riding on the next pitch (or fate) we make. Through faith, it is forever fixed in heaven." -DHR